mama

handholding @ 2009-06-06T14:23:00

2009-06-06T21:23:19Z

i think i've forgotten what happy feels like

handholding @ 2009-05-19T21:43:00

2009-05-20T04:50:46Z

again, i am pure evil

hey cute bitch

2008-12-08T08:49:02Z

get in my bed already

i'm happy

2008-11-25T23:27:41Z

and thats all there is to it.

ended everything yesterday

2008-10-01T15:27:54Z

and so closes that chapter of my life.
well atleast for a little while.

handholding @ 2008-09-04T00:11:00

2008-09-04T07:14:18Z

never had a dream come true

i'm happy

2008-08-22T21:28:53Z

cause you can't miss something you've forgot

you know whats sad

2008-08-09T19:05:49Z

that i need you as bad as you need me

can't believe

2008-06-15T01:47:11Z

damn i'm embarrassed, but i'm almost more embarrassed for you.

handholding @ 2008-04-23T17:06:00

2008-04-24T00:06:33Z

"Grief is a most peculiar thing; we're so helpless in the face of it. It's like a window that will simply open of its own accord. The rooms grows cold and we can do nothing but shiver. But it opens a little less each time and a little less and one we wonder what has become of it."

we're never getting back together

2008-03-18T18:42:16Z

because some girl makes you happy the way i use too.
i still probably fuck you better, but whatever.

2/10/08

2008-02-12T07:28:25Z

i thought the world ended on saturday, but you know what it didn't. nothing changed other than the fact that you weren't there when i woke up. so you know what i did, i got up and went on with my life. the only thing i'm good at these days, living.

handholding @ 2008-02-04T14:28:00

2008-02-04T22:26:25Z

i'm alive

it's wonderful how happy he makes me

2007-11-28T07:35:47Z

look minnie and i have the same eyebrows. season passes are a must.

maybe now you get why i am the way i am

2007-10-01T22:02:37Z

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person who wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You will have your heart broken more than once, it's harder everytime. You'll break hearts, too, so remember what it felt like when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for the things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast & eventually, you'll lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much,love like you've never been hurt, because every 60 seconds you spend being upset is one minute that you'll never get back."

i'll always love livejournal

2007-09-04T05:59:10Z

tomorrow is the last day of summer and i'm okay with it. maybe because i love fall and winter or maybe because i'm really content with this summer. sleepovers every night and partying too. the only thing that could of made this summer better would of been more time spent with zoe but all in all it was amazing as expected. san diego last week ruled too. i'm glad i enjoyed this summer because it was really the last time i had to enjoy being a teenager. next summer i'll be getting ready to go to school and working. oh by the way, i finally got a job.

bye summer, i'll miss you.

it's not that hot anymore

2007-08-01T23:19:33Z

maybe cause i was in ventura for the weekend. sound and fury was the best way to end july, saw some of my favorite bands and chilled all weekend. summers half way over but it's alright because i'm having so much fun. jaime sleeps over now and it's so dope. partying with all my bestfriends non stop has been great. i even love the lazy days at home. disneyland and san diego coming up. i just need to get to the beach more because i want to be nice and tan when i go back to school.

summer rules

2007-07-02T22:24:29Z

no cares except friends, boyfriend, parties, and shows.
now if it would stop being so hot, my life would be perfect.

true colors always show

2007-06-06T06:46:00Z

atleast there's only like 11 days left of school.

wonderful

2007-05-25T07:12:21Z

i don't know why, but i feel really good. everything's just great; school, friends, jaime. good shows, new clothes, and chipotle. i mean what else could make my life any better? nothing thats right. summers around the corner and that means more shows, more friends, more jaime, and more beer. oh thats what i'm missing more beer. whatevs, stoked.

handholding @ 2007-03-16T17:53:00

2007-03-17T01:00:34Z

my life, i'm so into it.
fuck girls though, and never seeing my boys. i miss dean. jaimes good, oh and my grades are the best they've been in a while. signed up for my sats last night and i'm really scared. i am pretty confident that i'll do fine though. biology teacher, haaaay. also i'm pretty excited for summer because i know it will be more mikeys backayrd, deans house, johnnys house and matts house. i know i surround myself with mostly males but it's not my fault i cant find decent girlfriends. oh well, my hairs still growing so thats good.
is it bad how excited i am for step it up on 4/20, hahaha.

valentines day

2007-02-15T08:32:17Z

suprisingly didn't suck for once.
actually, it's been the best day of 2007.
spent the whole day with jaime and his yellow shorts.
jaimes bed, hanging out, cuddling, napping, and my ipod.
then chipotle, barnes and noble, starbucks, and voicemails.
came up on an until the end hoodie too, woooo!

what jaime got me

what i made jaime +a card.

honestly though when did i get so gay? oh yeah when i got a boyfriend.
it's okay though, he's kinda cute.

handholding @ 2007-01-18T07:21:00

2007-01-18T15:22:04Z

i hate waking up every morning

god i love my birthdays

2006-12-24T12:40:34Z

turning 17 totally ruled. didn't think friday was going to go down but of course it all came together right when everyone started coming over. like party at my house and my dad was totally okay with it, best present. everyone gave me something hello kitty vitamin water, or weed. drinking, smoking, straight west coastin. all my best friends came and some random people, but it worked out for free balloons and beer. cleaning up was even kinda fun, really. wendys run for my sleepoverers, then passing the fuck out. jill picked us up this morning and took jennifer and i to chipotle and this great view to blaze. saw rocky tonight too, love that my birthday is always like a weekend thing. sleepover, cupcakes, hello kitty, chipotle, my bestfriends, weed and beer, like could my birthday get any better? oh and i'm also taken, suuuup.

wish i had more pictures!
oh well, no amount of pictures can show how much fun i had anyways.

not my problem

2006-11-28T02:05:31Z

back to my old ways, not being a shithead was getting boring anyways.